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First of all lately i don't have much time to spend on this blog and updates will be alittle slowler then before and of cause P.Blog will be updated =]

I wanna say thank you JIEJIE!!! for you meal ^^
i wanted to put the money in your bag but your bag like super glue only stuck beside you ><

and EVERYBODY (expect ben)
are in two now D:
poor Ben and Don T_T nvm we show them single power =x
Freedom :DDDDDDDDD

LOLOLOL oops sueanne =x

anyway lately studies are stressing my brain cells to the max everyday new problem keep coming and coming hias

and everybody looks so stress to me DDD: stress year


and that bloody sex talk is going to turn me to a monk soon
What STI la , STD, HIV la, yar la sex not everything la lets be eunuch =x

oops what i mean was yes we understand but the talk is all about STUPID THINGS I SWEAR
you never wanted to do it so early but after attending the talk you feel like not doing it forever O.O

lol


Jie i hope you're fine T_T don't hide from us if you're not well okay?
Ah Di miss out alot with you but jie i'll keep that promise with you that as my best jie or being your di doesn't mean that we have to see each other offen to prove that we are close =]
but i expect to hear how you're doing outside okay? =(



I wanna go for my dreams that i aim for and lead a life i've never expect ;)

Bye _______ (;

No reasons for what happen :D

nope i'm not angry =]
funny right :D
i kinda feel that is fun
being innocent this time LOLOLOL

but all i can say is i know the price to pay for simple

i did not lost my guts , but i threw it away
i did not lost my face , but i threw it away

i'm waiting for him to atk me again i hope so =]
LOL

*No sorry boss don't hit me*
i fuck you you want you hit ,let you hit make sure your cso hours more then me or you go rtc sua
:DDDD my po says i'm crazy LOL

we played enough of this kinda live , wo men wan bu qi
because the people by our side never lived to lose us
neither did they live to see us keep repeating our mistakes

let it be
if they say we are loser,
we buay gan
we dog
or what ever

i don't want to live up for fame nor do i have or want
i want to live up for the ones around
family , friends , brothers and sister (:

why should we care about the fame
we should start building our future
i don't wanna lose anyone of them anymore
nor do i want to see them cry or sad or worried =(

keith wu
if i can turn over a new leaf. . .
can you try?
don't make the ones around you worried and troubled

i miss the serangoon north idiots hahah
in the past we were so close and everything seems that it's not going to end, but now as
we grow everything is different , we all changed.





lately i'm thinking how to earn money D:
i want to buy alot of things =x
let me list them out

• Ipod Touch
• Laptop
• new phone
• new mouse :D
• 3 sets of cloths
• 2 pair of shoes
• new head set
• new bag
• school set (to motivate myself to study :D)

lets see how much will all this cost hmmm

$3600 O.O

*Dead*

how to earn this money RAWR!!!!!!!!!!

ask that malay guy hit me 36 times then ask him pay me 3.6k :DDDDDDD

i don't mind =x

j/k lolol

alright bye =]

NO SUCH THING AS LOVE

What is Love?
it's something that waste my time and my money
shoo man i don't need love =]
but i need sisterly love and brotherly love =x

anyway i rebond my hair and got a new look for 2010 =x
AND alot of people say i look like girl ._. walao
even my new teacher says so ._.

anyway school started holidays have passed
time to study hard :DDDDD

new class rocks, teacher is good if she don't open her mouth like some machine gun =x

i miss everyone
i can see zhi quan almost everyday now happy man :DDD

everything is going fine and i feel that this year is going to be a better year or maybe the best year in my life (don't count the future la =x)


I LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME AND THEY ROCK MY LIFE =x
alright blog another day =]
TIME TO~~~~~~~~~~MAPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

down with this madness

Before i post anything i shall say this first!



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAO PO KJ !!!!!!! LOLOL



Older le arr must be nicer to us and JIO ME OUT LEH ASS!!!

maple maple see la now i also so in to maple everyone scolding me liao D:

no la not your fault =]

enjoy alright?

may your wish come true =]

all the best with what you do

and remember MY ZAK HELM WAKAKKA =x lololol (maple siao liao)

(i still remember you stole my wish BUT i'm good to you i won't steal your's LOL)

THE DIARY OF HEARTS

when will i find that place in everyone's heart to hang and cling on forever at that spot of happiness that will always stays



will it be true that 5 years down the road everyone will drift apart?

i don't believe you daddy , i'll try my best to show you that real brothers and sisters don't have to have the same blood nor must we meet everyday nor must we be rich nor we must stick everyday



Brothers and Sisters

this words have deep meaning to me
so don't call me your brother if you don't mean it or you don't know the meaning



it's more then just a word , it more like a bond for life
even when i'm dying i'll not change my mind




promise must be something you can do

not something you say just to please someone for that moment
yes i failed a few promises
but i dare say i tried my best to keep my promise



the nightmare in cpc is over but probation is another nightmare that i can foresee
the worst one,
zhi quan i know you're going through alot of sorrows that we can't be there for you
but bro, you're always in my heart, i worry every single sec and mins for you wondering how are you boy? are you hungry? anyone bully you? are you alright?

i can't imagine whats inside with out anyone you know
i can tell how scared you were when you were with us in cpc even with the 3 of us together
zhi quan stay strong , alright?

we all miss and love you like we always do.





Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts



it seems hopeless at first but when i keep on hang on the ripples of water in my heart and soul
i see something that i Can treasure more then my soul and life
the change in both friends and family
i see why i sure treasure and keep them well no matter how bad or good it turn out to be
because i'm not asking for anything in return for the love as a brother, friend, son or whatever
it is .
all i know is i must do my part, so i will not have any regrets
bad or good so be it



i should not waste this life span , it's not short nor long
everyone has to die right? just a matter of time? maybe. . . .
so i just wish to have this two selfish wish just once
that i'll only cling to the happiness in life that i can keep and lock it up in my heart
and everyone will be around me till death comes to me


i still see how much the people around me are hurt and all i can do now is to cheer them up with my stupid face or silliness or whatever lol =x

my phone is 24/7 guys !!!
remember me if you're sad =x
but must share you joys with me also right? hahaha
or not i'll be worried if you don't contact me for long , you know you know :D
and yes sorry this few days keep maple maple =x

and sorry this few days never sleep much so temper abit sot sot or rather i don't know what i'm talking about also LOL =x





TATA!!!







i wonder how much of a person i'm made out of

=x short post

everything is written on my privte blog like i said
if you want to be invited tag with your email and of cost i have to know you la =x
alright cao everyone byebye kekeke

sueanne's night

TIME OUT WITH CLIQUE(that fucking monkey pua stun not there grrrrr)
of cause without you around it's something missing out jie. . .

BUT BUT!!! we all had fun alright

i'll write while posting all the photos

later then write the LONG part alright
;)

BENNY BOY!!!!

dumb shit brother

ME - FEL - KJ!!

Alright this is one of my evil deeds

THE BIG SAND DICK MUHAHAH

hey some idiots in sentosa wanted to take pic too

forget ask them pay money , shit man

no money pay my poor model =(
hor ben hor?LOLOLOL

got shot by felicia =x

Time for the boys group pic MUAHHAHA
i don't wanna post the girl group pic =x oops

ME AND MY LAO PO !!! LOL

Bro you made me smile =]

keep on smile Benny Boy =]

we guys make a great pic don't we? LOL

of cost not forgetting you my dearest mei =]
(no jerad MUAHAHHA)

Here comes the birthday cake (:

couple time :D (jerad i never forget you =x)

okay thats right cut the cake first thats right so sweet ( evil grins ;) )

HERE WE GO MEI !!! HEHEAHHAHAEHHEHEHEHAHAH

WAAKAKAKKAKAAKKA NEXT STOP JERAD!!!!

Okay jerad

loook at the cam ;)

and smile hard and big

;)

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WAKAKAKAKAKAKAK BO BEI ZAO!!!

pls let me write about you guys tonight pls

tired now D:

updates =x

smile everyone =x

Blog skin to be updated asap =x

AhJie & AhDi

Jie i hope you'll be fine and smiling like you used to =] and jie don't forget to take good good care of yourself =] alright? you're always the best Jie and the only one that can never be replace =]

so you must always be strong, because ah di will be strong for you , and surport you in anyway he can =] so prove to ah di you're strong too (:

Jie i know everything is hard now but, i always believe you're happy times are always coming to you =] and very soon you'll be very happy =] so hang in there ;) I'll always love and miss you Jie no matter where i am =]

everyone was there, but you. . . well anyway one problem almost slove, few more left =]

i'm gald that everything will be fine, infact it's only a matter of time =]

i hope so

i'll be waiting in, the mean time i'll be changing =]

to be a better man ;)

while i guess i'm just lazy to update my private blog =x

i'll do it next time :O

i'll post up more photos =]

jie i realise it's time for us to take more photos (:

ain't we cute and loving =x

Jerad and i look so lol don't know what to say =x

lol thats all forks =] bye bye

YAHHOOOOO !!