down with this madness

Before i post anything i shall say this first!



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LAO PO KJ !!!!!!! LOLOL



Older le arr must be nicer to us and JIO ME OUT LEH ASS!!!

maple maple see la now i also so in to maple everyone scolding me liao D:

no la not your fault =]

enjoy alright?

may your wish come true =]

all the best with what you do

and remember MY ZAK HELM WAKAKKA =x lololol (maple siao liao)

(i still remember you stole my wish BUT i'm good to you i won't steal your's LOL)

THE DIARY OF HEARTS

when will i find that place in everyone's heart to hang and cling on forever at that spot of happiness that will always stays



will it be true that 5 years down the road everyone will drift apart?

i don't believe you daddy , i'll try my best to show you that real brothers and sisters don't have to have the same blood nor must we meet everyday nor must we be rich nor we must stick everyday



Brothers and Sisters

this words have deep meaning to me
so don't call me your brother if you don't mean it or you don't know the meaning



it's more then just a word , it more like a bond for life
even when i'm dying i'll not change my mind




promise must be something you can do

not something you say just to please someone for that moment
yes i failed a few promises
but i dare say i tried my best to keep my promise



the nightmare in cpc is over but probation is another nightmare that i can foresee
the worst one,
zhi quan i know you're going through alot of sorrows that we can't be there for you
but bro, you're always in my heart, i worry every single sec and mins for you wondering how are you boy? are you hungry? anyone bully you? are you alright?

i can't imagine whats inside with out anyone you know
i can tell how scared you were when you were with us in cpc even with the 3 of us together
zhi quan stay strong , alright?

we all miss and love you like we always do.





Hopeless as it may seem we stand and carry onward with the ripples of water that surface on our hearts



it seems hopeless at first but when i keep on hang on the ripples of water in my heart and soul
i see something that i Can treasure more then my soul and life
the change in both friends and family
i see why i sure treasure and keep them well no matter how bad or good it turn out to be
because i'm not asking for anything in return for the love as a brother, friend, son or whatever
it is .
all i know is i must do my part, so i will not have any regrets
bad or good so be it



i should not waste this life span , it's not short nor long
everyone has to die right? just a matter of time? maybe. . . .
so i just wish to have this two selfish wish just once
that i'll only cling to the happiness in life that i can keep and lock it up in my heart
and everyone will be around me till death comes to me


i still see how much the people around me are hurt and all i can do now is to cheer them up with my stupid face or silliness or whatever lol =x

my phone is 24/7 guys !!!
remember me if you're sad =x
but must share you joys with me also right? hahaha
or not i'll be worried if you don't contact me for long , you know you know :D
and yes sorry this few days keep maple maple =x

and sorry this few days never sleep much so temper abit sot sot or rather i don't know what i'm talking about also LOL =x





TATA!!!







i wonder how much of a person i'm made out of

=x short post

everything is written on my privte blog like i said
if you want to be invited tag with your email and of cost i have to know you la =x
alright cao everyone byebye kekeke

sueanne's night

TIME OUT WITH CLIQUE(that fucking monkey pua stun not there grrrrr)
of cause without you around it's something missing out jie. . .

BUT BUT!!! we all had fun alright

i'll write while posting all the photos

later then write the LONG part alright
;)

BENNY BOY!!!!

dumb shit brother

ME - FEL - KJ!!

Alright this is one of my evil deeds

THE BIG SAND DICK MUHAHAH

hey some idiots in sentosa wanted to take pic too

forget ask them pay money , shit man

no money pay my poor model =(
hor ben hor?LOLOLOL

got shot by felicia =x

Time for the boys group pic MUAHHAHA
i don't wanna post the girl group pic =x oops

ME AND MY LAO PO !!! LOL

Bro you made me smile =]

keep on smile Benny Boy =]

we guys make a great pic don't we? LOL

of cost not forgetting you my dearest mei =]
(no jerad MUAHAHHA)

Here comes the birthday cake (:

couple time :D (jerad i never forget you =x)

okay thats right cut the cake first thats right so sweet ( evil grins ;) )

HERE WE GO MEI !!! HEHEAHHAHAEHHEHEHEHAHAH

WAAKAKAKKAKAAKKA NEXT STOP JERAD!!!!

Okay jerad

loook at the cam ;)

and smile hard and big

;)

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WAKAKAKAKAKAKAK BO BEI ZAO!!!

pls let me write about you guys tonight pls

tired now D:

updates =x

smile everyone =x

Blog skin to be updated asap =x

AhJie & AhDi

Jie i hope you'll be fine and smiling like you used to =] and jie don't forget to take good good care of yourself =] alright? you're always the best Jie and the only one that can never be replace =]

so you must always be strong, because ah di will be strong for you , and surport you in anyway he can =] so prove to ah di you're strong too (:

Jie i know everything is hard now but, i always believe you're happy times are always coming to you =] and very soon you'll be very happy =] so hang in there ;) I'll always love and miss you Jie no matter where i am =]

everyone was there, but you. . . well anyway one problem almost slove, few more left =]

i'm gald that everything will be fine, infact it's only a matter of time =]

i hope so

i'll be waiting in, the mean time i'll be changing =]

to be a better man ;)

while i guess i'm just lazy to update my private blog =x

i'll do it next time :O

i'll post up more photos =]

jie i realise it's time for us to take more photos (:

ain't we cute and loving =x

Jerad and i look so lol don't know what to say =x

lol thats all forks =] bye bye

YAHHOOOOO !!

oohh

today was shag , didn't slept until 2~3pm
i met ah jie at 6.30 and then had a great talk with ah jie
after that i , met kj and talk with him too
this few day shag sia
GRRRRRR
went home at 3 and slept till 11+ =(
wasted alot of time, miss out alot of things

Zhi quan =]
Shingying=]
Mabel jie =]
Kejin =]
Darren =]
Sueanne mei=]
Jerad =]


everything is just crazy now LOL
but sort of fun =x
Brothers and Sisters
mean alot to me more then how you think it is to me

hey look here
yes , i do wrong things , i stab , i keep , i treasure, i love , i hate , i throw , i say, i do , i think, i shout, i play , i cry , i smile , i laugh , i push things.

but hey i'm just a guy =]
with one mind, one heart and one soul .

Kj , lets believe whats right now alright?
Zhi quan , thing will be fine soon . . .
Sueanne, sorry arr lol
Jerad, brother start enjoying what you have now =]
shingying , neh neh ni poo poo you cannot catch me ;P
darren, suck my balls =x

Jie, as i see you sleep , i smile and i whisper , jie
we can still make things right, i believe we can do things right this time round
i won't make you wait =]


updates in details will be in private blog =]

I new start

with this new blog it's a new start :D
=]

will blog when i'm free :DDDD